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Jan. 18th, 2010

Falling in LOVE

FALLING
in
<3

Is like sitting on candy floss
(even better than on clouds)

Is like putting your heart in a safe keep box
(even better than having body guards)

and

Kisses
are better than having all the sweets in the world

Hugs
are better than fur coats in the blitzing winter snow

Loving gazes
are better than staring at a sky splattered with glistening stars

You
are a gift
better than all the presents santa clause had ever give out

I
am more blessed
than any girl could ever get

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Dec. 30th, 2009

WOOOTs

WOOTS

=)

i am jus happy.

can't describe y i love S.O.M
so much

i agree.
Our relationship
is very
SPECIAL

i can't explain.
BUT

i just love his
presence
His
everything.

God sent.

LOVES

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Dec. 28th, 2009

WHY LIKE THAT?

WHY LIKE THAT?

My grandpa died b4 i was born.
My gong gong is in Msia.

I nv had a close gong gong.
and
now GOD gonggong
is leaving.

yes i already knew he'll will be gone soon
as diagnosed.

BUT

i dunno wat to do
wat to say
how to react

why like that...

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Dec. 27th, 2009

CELLO

CELLO

Refuse to use the cello i was using
last time.

Refuse to go back to
same teacher.

Getting a new but
2nd hand
cello.

I wanna save bit by bit.
so
tt i will cherish the
cello.

Shall go cello spotting today!
Gg cat socrates too!

Not feeling well
since
last nite.

=((

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Dec. 26th, 2009

AWESOME xmas

Xmas

Sometimes simplest things
are most memorable.

Somehow,
felt like i've know him for v long.

*shrugs

came across this

1. How do you like your eggs?
ERMS.

2. How do you take your coffee/tea?
I dont take coffee. I like tea + lil sugar

3. Favorite breakfast food:
WATERMELON

4. Peanut butter – Crunchy or smooth?:
CRUNCHY!

5. What kind of dressing on your salad?
ers. lots vinegarr

6. Coke or Pepsi?
PEPSI

7. You’re feeling lazy, what do you make?
skip meals

8. You’re feeling really lazy. What kind of pizza do you order?
ERMS

9. You feel like cooking. What do you make?
ers, bake sweet potato counted as cooking? jus pop in oven

10. Do any foods bring back good memories?
COOOOKIIIES

11. Do any foods bring back bad memories?
EGGS

12. Do any foods remind you of someone?
YES
mummy likes da pau frm tai ping
ahgong ahmas loves xiang bing and hey bee

13. Is there a food you refuse to eat?
ERMS

14. What was your favorite food as a child?
APPLES

15. Is there a food that you hated as a child but now like?
Bittergourd

16. Is there a food that you liked as a child but now hate?
hmmm i dunnoes

17. Favorite fruit and vegetable:
APPLES WATERMELON
PUMPKIN BITTERGOURD BRINJAL

18. Favorite junk food:
COOOOKIIIES

19. Favorite between meal snack:
HMM
water?

20. Do you have any weird food habits?
i like to cut apples up into many thin slices.
i like to use straws
i like cold, overnight dishes

21. You’re on a diet. What food(s) do you fill up on?
water?

22. You’re off your diet. Now what would you like?
COOOKIIES

23. How spicy do you order Indian/Thai?
VERYY

24. Can I get you a drink?
WATER

25. Red or White Wine?
hmmm vodka?

26. Favorite dessert?
er.
ALL SORTS

27. The perfect nightcap?
HMM
APPLES/
ORANGES

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Dec. 25th, 2009

365 day BOOK

365days

am i too greedy
to ask for
365 days
?

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MERRY XMAS

X
mas

Did you know,
i never cooked for one particular guy before.

And i attempted the
RED BEAN SOUP
challenge today.

=)

I like seeing him,
uncombed hair,
in super causual attire,
slippers.

I like seeing him,
styled hair,
in formal shirt and jeans,
proper shoes.

i like the fact
he likes
red.

I like the fact
he keeps his
promises.

Shall bring him to
Cat Socrates
soon.

Its my new found favorite place.
I hope you'll love it.

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Dec. 23rd, 2009

我的回忆不是我的

我的回忆不是我的

伤心的总会任性
灰心的总会用气力
将最好的过去将最多的细碎
锁到属于你的眼睛
失恋的不够耐性
失恋的不信是注定
于最黑的世界
于最光的刹那感动
属于你的气息
即使很多一起过的
想起的通通你的
为着是浪漫的爱情
通通都可再见但承诺可再听
什么可不变色 OH baby```
当晚与你记住蒲公英
今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
回忆不再受制于我我承认
回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声
今晚站在大地自己倾听
难道送别你回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我总是太感性

失恋的都有惰性
失恋的都记住约定
当理想的世界
当理想的刹那
因爱无分你的我的
即使很多一起过的
想起的通通你的
为着是浪漫的爱情
通通都可再见但承诺可再听
什么可不变色 OH baby```
当晚与你记住蒲公英
今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
回忆不再受制于我我承认
回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声
今晚站在大地自己倾听
难道送别你回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我总是太感性
当晚与你记住蒲公英
今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
回忆不再受制于我我承认
回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声
今晚站在大地自己倾听
难道送别你回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我总是太感性

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/367852ht.htm

Highly addictive song.

I think he must be god sent.
To make me do things i dont like
weird thing is,
most of the time
he says den i reject
but
slowly slowly
i will go do it

I know its always for my own good.
like wat the others used to say
but has no effect on me

one very fortunate kid here.

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Dec. 22nd, 2009

343

343
angry and upset
with myself

i am one loser,
jus start typing jiu cry l

e although i jus luff it off
fa yi dian pi qi

but
i hate it
i hate to fail

very upset.
very very upset .

i feel like gg out in the middle of the night.
i feel like crying out loud.

instead of hiding in the room crying to the computer.
i am one rtd kid.

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Problem sleeping

I really feel blessed these days
so y can't i get to sleep?

becos i am scared
that very day is my
last embrace with LIFE

its the last time
i can LOVE

is it?
no idea

With happiness
brings
sense of insecurity
but
nonetheless
i am glad to have
LIVED
n LOVED

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Dec. 21st, 2009

BACK in HAPPYLAND

BACK

during the night
at mid-night coach tires
Boomx
how lucky am i

Tsk . .

HAPPY
to be back in Spore

was an hr plus late meeting fake daddy

:<
opps.

BUT
so rocks lur
Thanks a mil for everything
and almost cutting ur fingers
. den i will see a mixture of red + green apples

LOLs

i like talking to you at YONG HE =)
or rather
i like your presence

OH
STICKY SWEETS
se bu de open
*silliness*

frankly speaking
i am not a fan of sweets

BUT
iam MEGA sticky fan + frolick fan

ci sin

tsk
one weird kid here

Decided to continue to blog
for no reason
KAI XIN JIU HAO

Steamboat shopping l8r
woots!

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Dec. 20th, 2009

DAY 5

Day 5
7.55am
Woke up cos cousin went to bath

I am not exactly a light sleeper
but
its the waking up time

Super cold as usual
My hands and feet are forever cold

I rmbed once I went to the cafe near dental to buy a drink
den when i paid
the aunty commented to her worker tt my hands are leng bing bing

tsk
quite affected you know.

i noe i was nv really in the pink of health
but
when ppl say it out
i hate it

I feel the need to take care of my health recently
More rest
More food
More happiness

Less alcohol
Less meals skipping
Less late night chats

SAY SAY only
neyminds lur,
got say better den nv say
hahaa damn useless

Tues is sports day
YAY i love.
i wanna play BADMINTON !

Thank god for this bunch of frens.

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Dec. 19th, 2009

Part 3

PART 3

11.35pm

ate red bean + apple for lunch

Asam laksa for dinner

finally get to eat what i wan

BUT
am very full still although dinner is jus the asam lasak soup with FISH again

went ah gong hse to hear them nag =)
Not so scared anymore

Afterall i love them more than ever
Realised running aways is not a good solution
Facing ur fears brings u surprises

I am one happy girl today.

also bcos tml nite i will be leaving here!
TEEHEES
today nv dye hair TML den dye!

yayayays
i love them lots =)
Do you love ur grandparents?

Ever since i was sick, my heart grew bigger
i dont only see myself, i start to love ppl i come across.

My africa dream never die.
I want to love every kid in africa

Love is amazing,
it erases all ugliness,
its the best thing you can recieve from anyone

Embracing love

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Part 2

Part 2
2.41 pm
Grandma came over
SO MISS HER

shits she ask me bring HAE BE *shrimp back
6 packets 6 kg

i dont dare decline
Shrugs

Thank god angel daddy fetching me from customs =))

My tongue kinda like twist tgt as i spoke teo chew
funny
Going over ah gong place tonight

She came to nag me eat nag nag
BUT
i feel happpy
i also dunno y
like happy happpy =)

Nthing to be scared
i tell myself
I can face it
RIGHT?

yes yes
*jumps in JOY

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Day 4

DAY 4

Woke up only at 10am
NICE

Shopping trip at Penang ytd was soso.
Went Mango, Padini, f21.
LOL

oh and my fav TOPSHOP
i didnt get stuff from f21, online cheaper by
ALOT

This shopping queen got some skill one kays

Couldnt find a proper watch
aft i lost Tiki Taki watch at paintball place
I keep wearing KORKOR give that bian tai watch

which i cant read very well
no numbers one
*pouts*

JCO yogurt is one sour shit

although
i love sour stuff but it jus turns me off

Life and Death
No regrets.

In ur eyes,
i am a kid i behave like one
but
i think i am learning to step out of my comfort zone
i hope i can
will you give me support?

I wanna meet fav doc,
can u check for me if she's coming back anytime soon

i need to talk to her
I dont wanna end up in the ward again,
getting the drips.
Too weak to do anything.

I shant hide,
i am not doing well.
so pls help me to help myself.

I CAN OVERCOME THIS

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Dec. 18th, 2009

Day 3

DAY 3

9.32am
Chat till 6.30am
Ended convo in a super amazing manner

LUFFS

Mega COLD
Just brushed teeth
I like mint

Ytd night was like a
ZHEN XIN HUA night
and today amyc feels alot better

i dont wanna go PENANG

i wanna go old sch shops
HERE

Cousins still ZzZZ

As i lay in bed jus now.

i remb this place Near Sembawang,
can watch the sea
sit on concrete platform cars park by the side
Fatty used to bring me there.

I also rembed SUNDAY morning hotcakes too =))
HAPPIES

why do i like old shophouses, places and atmosphere.

Bcos it makes me happy i guess
KAI XIN JIU HAO

But
most of the time.
Its also me myself who made myself
BU KAI XIN

Glad that some angel dropped by to
SLAP ME
from undermining myself

Even between besties
I dont tell her stuff
Normally, i will pretend
to be her shoulder for her to cry and sob on
In her eyes i am strong.

But
we all have weaker sides

Most of the time,
FATTY will be ard
but not this time

and i think he handled me better.

fatty will always give in
makes me feel weaker more self centered den ever

very glad he was there last night. =)
thanks
hope u slept well

lost SHU ZI
finding her DA SHU *luffs

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Dec. 17th, 2009

Part 3

Part 3
Boredness.
In Msia, its like that cannot go out on ur own.

BUT

in KL
i dare
very city-like i can recognise the way.

so very bored.
shall write a list of funny stuff.
things i like / hate and reasons

kan si lang bo liao

but i am really boliao now

LIKES

Watermelon - like no needa chew alot n its red

Paul Frank- utterly cute + fugly

Biscuits- i really dunno however i hate FAMOUS AMOS hate the smell too

Running- my stress relief method Coffee club- =)

HATES

Meat- cruel like u like ppl eat u meh?

Killing activities- Prawning , fishing

Bribing / threatening / compulsory stuff- i jus hate control

Hairstylist cousin broke up wit GF
He still loves her.

but

character cnnt make up for each other's flaws
fights and quarrels. so he let go.

I hope he recover fast.
Dont be rtd like me.

Even bestie's relationship is a flop everytime cry and quarrel
but
xi huan jiu hao

I like to see couples tgt recently.
Like cousin n bf.
5 yrs and gg strong

AWESOME

i crave
STICKY SWEETS

YONG HE soyamilk
FROLICK
IKEA jelly
WATERMELON
STEAMBOATS

i wanna go marina barrage at night.

i feel like a fish out of wate

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PART 2

Part 2
Woke up. 12.26pm
Messy head
. fugly In white ahpeh t shirt + blue boxers.
BAHAHAs

Got mega ulcer.
water water they feed the car water, forget to feed me water

I realised whole trip we travelled w/o rear view mirror.
That time tape already but fall off.
Opps

FOOD i saw ytd at parsa malam I saw

PU ZAI GOU *thought of karen*
3 for 2rm
Got pumpkin flavor somemore

I saw JI DAN GAO in shapes like doraeamon, hello kitty, mickey mouse
CUTES

Got BAOS also rabbit pattern ones

Multi- flavored tau huey which i got no guts to try
I realise i love to eat halfway den give my bro,
so much its become a habit i dont finish food.

SEE LA CHUA YUAN FENG
u hai wo de!

I saw CHOU DOU FU too!!
NO GUTS to eat
ONE DAY I TELL U,
i will pull someone to go with me.
so that i can eat one mouth and the person can have the rest

*evil grins*

Seriously need massage.
shoulders breaking

lalas

con'd later

Opps
haven call mummy

FATTY
if u see this, tell her i reached le.
i'll be guai.
I nv spend alot
SERIOUS

loves

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DAY 3

DAY 3
Finally reached.
Stuck in front of com cos i know your are pretty damn worried. woots.

Server is damn weak.
Couldn't connect my itouch.
*crosses arm*

Still kinda cold now.

Totally slept thru car ride. Whole of the back seat is like mine.
BU SUI BAI BU SUI
ZzZZzZ

Den i think they kept feeding the car water.
AWESOMENESS.

Love road trips.
Despite making your worry.

Can't wait for Thailand LOADING on alcohol + perfume

People can use these to kidnapp me lur.

OH MANS

Shall update when i wake up

i HOPE i see NO DA BAO / some meaty stuff which i can't eat

Praying for everyone=)
Life's a blessing
I earned a day.

Love's a blessing
If u learn to embrace it.

lovees

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Dec. 16th, 2009

DAY2 part2

PART 2

Went Bukit Bintang. The Pavilion.

Habits are just habits. *Like skipping meals*
I like to shop alone,
plainly used to deciding where i want to go, when to go.

Self centered.
So Amy.

Got myself a PAUL FRANK bag.
ultimate cuteness.

Ate first meal 4 plus noon
at Kim Gary *like wtf*
I hate KL kim gary.

Borsch Soup + peppermmint aloe drink.

Should i go Pasar Malam later?
They raved about the food there.

BUT
all i want is
BIN TANG HU LU

*crosses arm*

BOOs.

i didnt like Day 2.

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